Since I suck at writing in a journal I figured this might as well be how I remember some things in life. Today my baby turned 4 months! All I can think is where was I for the first 2-3 months of her life? No way she was that small, clearly she came out the size she is now right? So once I had her all put to bed and realized I had nothing else to do but sit on my butt and once again look at all the pictures of my darling Kayden. This lead to me thinking I wish I had that first picture with her and looked good. You know those moms who just had their babies and they look like they have been to the spa? Hair is perfect, they have makeup on and not a drop of sweat. Everyone comments that they "can't believe you just had a baby, you look so good!" That was my goal. I even brought some make up to the hospital with me, knowing my hair would be a lost cause anyways and I would inspire those adoring words. Well all I can say is nobody will ever say that about my first picture. After 38 hours of lovely back labour, countless showers and a surprise c-section I looked more than tired. And yes world, I did just have a baby and I know I look like it. But that's ok I got the best baby ever out of it!
Now you'll rarely see a picture of me after this because Kayden is so much cuter and lets face it she is basically my entire life and I LOVE THAT!! So here is a couple pictures of my baby girl :)
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| Daddy loves his baby girl more than anything! |
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| see this, I don't remember it! Where was I?? |
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| Yes, I know she is super cute! |
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| Sometimes they play Halo |
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| Bry and baby Isaac. I love him so much! |
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| She puts up with me and my kisses |
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| Kayden's best friend is Val. They don't really care for each other yet. |
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Well, this was a lot for one night and bed is calling me. Good night, mainly to Heidi as I'm sure you're the only one reading!
