mommy dearest

So much for keeping up this blog huh? I have a good excuse though. Her name is Kayden and she takes up lots all of my time as you can imagine. So for the one or two people who read this please forgive me. Anywhoooooooo I've been thinking about this a lot lately and I've come to the conclusion that I'm not Jeanette anymore. I am MOM. I know, I know, it's only been 5 months and that isn't very long compared to lots of other moms but sometimes I feel like I'm slowly losing myself into momhood. Don't get me wrong I really love it but sometimes I catch myself busting out a slightly scandalous dance move and the only one around is Kayden, looking at me with those big brown eyes like I'm some sort of crazy. But it's ok she love me anyways. And that, ladies and gentlemen is what makes being just "mom" all worth it! Like when she wakes up in the morning before I want to get up and she just lays in her crib talking to herself until I scrap myself off my bed to go get her. As soon as I walk into her room, singing this weird silly song that I do every morning she gets the biggest smile ever on her face and she gets all excited to see me. That is the most precious moment that I get every day. I believe that makes me the luckiest girl in the world.

As for right now, "mom" is done for the day since K Bug is fast asleep and it's time for "Jeanette" to come out for a couple hours. I think I'm going to spend it watching trashy Jersey Shore. Truely one of the best reality tv shows that probably most likely makes you dumber every minute you watch it. And I love every minute of it. And just to prove it I'll Jersey Turnpike Jace when he gets home from school!!!